Thursday, April 18, 2013

You Reject.

Taking everything in my life to the next level. I'm banging out the hottest bod I've ever had, seeking out a strong team, and owning up to the fact that, yes, I am a killer actress- it's kinda the only thing I'm ruuurrrrrllly good at in life.

Jealous of my awesomeness? Don't be. All this comes with rejection. Darkest before dawn right? Here's hoping.

When you put yourself out into the world 100% all areas of you are exposed. Those areas are;

Personally: dating, weight, looks, vulerabilities (see all things written above), and goals.

Professionally: career, waitressing, finacial insecurities, studies, headshots, etc.

NO ONE IS LIFE IS SUCCESSFUL ALL THE FREAKING TIME.

That being said rejection, personally and professionally, is a hot topic in my life I am working through... and by working through I mean crying in between personal training sessions (http://www.crunch.com/) at the gym and pondering-agitated about 'where the hell is my life really going' while reading my DW Browns book, "You Can Act!" Sad and lame? Probably. But I'd like to think of it as all one big romantic crescendo leading up to the big bang of my amazing love-marriage-emmy winning actress kind of life.

Once again. Here's hoping.

XOXOXOX
RedLipstickGal
(The Reject)


PS Check out DW's book... it's super hard and makes you hate acting, but by the end you love it again. (Spoiler alert)
Fucking genius.

http://www.amazon.com/You-Can-Act-Complete-Actors/dp/1932907564

Wednesday, April 10, 2013

NextLevelLiving

Since December I have been embarking on a "non-hooey" NextLevelLiving life change. I say "non hooey" because I'm not finding myself, or doing damn yoga, or eating organic.

I just decided "well, why the fuck not me? I totally deserve this..." and have been going for it since.

The "It" being;
...best body by 30
...big girl apartment
...bringing sexy back
...doing GREAT work, whatever the cost.


I am share my journey daily over the next 5 weeks because the final 20% of my majjjaaayyy goals is always the hardest for me. Fear of success? Probably.. but this is NEXT LEVEL LIVING. There is ONLY success.

Thank you in advance for joining me. Please take in or leave out what you are inspired (or infuriated) by and I hope it helps you live you NextLevel.

XOXOXOX
RedLipstickGal

Tuesday, April 2, 2013

LA. PUKE.

LA doesn't make me puke... but I sit in chills, with a not so friendly food born illness, celebrating my 2nd year since moving to LA.  Not quite the idea I had in mind This is the FIRST time I've ever called off work.

Nothing makes you start judging errrr- reevaluating your life more then when you are sick.. sick and single? Well just throw me a noose and a old spooky tree why dontcha!

It's my 2nd year living in LA and going after my dream of becoming a working actress. I've discovered so much about myself that I like as well as don't like. I've expanded my goals and am working harder than I ever thought I could. The road is very very... very... long. I pray to start seeing some results; a co star, a guest star, sign with an agent...

My mom gave me a blessing in disquise for Easter, a book. Sherly Sandbergs "Lean In" challenges females and males alike to set themselves apart with personality and hard ass work. A chaper in her book asks readers to create a year & 6 month list of goals... Since i'm sitting here sick - judging myself where i'm going

*Follow her on twitter. She's inspiring as hell!
  https://twitter.com/sherylsandberg

ON THE WAY TO 3

6 Month Goals:
   Get into a new acting class.
   Spin class weekly
   Pitch 'Your Server Series'
   New headshots
   WEEKLY RedLipstick Video blogs
   Work on my Italian

1 Year Goals:
    Sign with Agent/Manager
    Incorporate RLLA (?)
    Pitch RLLA

Best of luck with all your goals and dreams warriors!

XOXOXOX
RLG