I can't just sit and watch a movie. I go all in. They cry. I cry. They laugh. I crack up. I love them. I love movies and characters and good writing and comedies and storytelling. I love seeing someone put themselves on the line. I love the movers and the shakers.
I'm the same with my work. I can't put out crap. Or half ass things... It drives me nuts sometimes.
The past 8 months have been insane. I find myself waking up in the middle of the night tense and clenching my jaw/grinding my teeth. My dentist is in love with me for all the work I'm throwing her way. (Haha.) This is all part of it. Next level. Movers and shakers. Lack of sleep, working harder than you ever thought you could, not holding grudges, (Side note: why is not holding a grudge always the hardest for me? Haha) putting all of your heart and soul and ego and talent into your work for all to see and love.. and hate... and hopefully inspire.
I sometimes wonder if God just doesn't think I'm ready yet. I've been working for so long. Maybe I'm not ready yet. I'm still single. I'm still a waitress. The little voice inside of me saying "just hold on" "just keep going." So I do. Out webseries is gaining momentum. Can't wait to keep filming. Staying grounded in my comedy and not tooooo diva is important. Good thing too, cause basically everytime I get an inclination of "holy shit, i'm hilarious!" the little humble thumble man on my shoulder kicks me in the head. It's all part of it though...
I am a mover and a shaker. I can feel it.
Check out the pilot episode below!!! Thank you all for your love and support!!!
http://www.indiegogo.com/projects/your-server-is-not-out-to-get-you/x/3302212
XOXOXOX,
RedLipstickGal
