Crossing Lines. Anything Could Happen...

I don’t know what exists anymore. I know it does work. I’ve seen few who have lived it. I just don’t know if it really exists...

I've stopped judging.

Everyone is cheating. Everyone is living for the now. Everyone is getting married. Everyone is breaking up. Everyone thinks their life is the exception to the rule. It is. It’s not. It doesn’t matter what anyone thinks. Maybe it makes sense to wait. So you aren’t a fool. You don’t marry just the ‘runner up.’ Till you know yourself. But how many times have WE ALL HEARD "Oh you change from this age to that age AND THEN you really know yourself!!"

Why is everyone settling? And don’t comment on this post and say “People aren’t settling, you‘re jaded!” Then explain to me all the married men who ask me out, explain all the “taken” people in the bars who say ‘yeah we’re dating, I don’t know where it’s going though.“ Explain to me the really great man my lovely friend from Akron married. He is amazing. She feels so blessed. He is love. It does exist. She is my proof. The panic is over.

What if you are married and unhappy? What if you are the single girl who is lost? What if you are the man who chases girls half your age? What is you are happily married and STILL KNOW that anything can happen. Lines are crossed everyday.

I have loved 2 men in my life. I’ve lost both.

I have learned that anything could happen...

IT'S ALL HAPPENING!!!

I read somewhere once that the closer you are to living and achieving your goals the fear, haters, and anxiety will be at it's highest. It's unfortunate but it happens. You can let it drag you down or you can put on the brave face and push forward. I have chose years ago when this happens to push forward. My goals are here. I can see them and they are within my grasps. THIS IS TERRIFYING. To have everything you are working so hard for actually work? Actually happen? Actually happen for me?! To me?! Get outta town!! My goal is to book my first co star and land my first agent by the end of the year. That will have made 1 1/2 years as an LA'r with MASSIVE ACCOMPLISHMENTS. Share you goals. Share them with the barista. Share them with a cab driver. Share them with your dog. IN GENERAL PEOPLE DO WANT YOU TO SUCCEED. It's like they are apart of it to when they see your excitement and drive. The haters will fade. Keep sharing your goals!!! The more you put them out there the more the universe has to hold you accountable as it shifts to make it happen. WOW, Sharing my was just SUPER FREAKING SCARY. VOM. UGH. But it's going to happen so might as well let ya'll know about it!!! XOXOXOXOX RedLipstickGal