Tuesday, January 29, 2013

DELIVER, No Excuses.

Be professional. Be the problem solver. Be Independent. Be open and soulful.

I strive for all of these amazing-lovely-better than ever-life.

I am a serious actress I strive to inspire. I don't strive to be good. I strive to be GREAT.

The Peoples Actress. And I've hit my stride...

Great means the ups are always way up but the downs are always very down... but I've hit my stride.

Great is, how I feel. I fear no other actor. In fact I can't wait to act alongside anyone and everyone. I can't wait to work and never waitress and live my path. I strive to be an actress who, even if I don't vibe with another actors work, I very hard to not JUDGE them. We are all on our own path. Our own greatness.

Great is, the upmost professional. I listen. I take notes. I work very hard and adjust when needed. I take criticism but I stand strong in my beliefs.

Great is, I DON'T know it all. But I DO take risks and sacrifice. Great is FORGIVENESS. It's swallowing your ego and letting anger go.

Great is peace. Inner-love-forgiving-genuine-bitchy-stubborn-loyal-true peace.

Great means deliver. No excuses.

If ONLY I was great at relationships! I'm working on it. (haha)

I've hit my stride...
I can't wait to show you all the love I feel for my work.

XOXOXOXO
RedLipstickLA

Sunday, January 6, 2013

The Girl with the Golden hair.

You can support people but you can't live for people.

This lesson has taken me a lot longer to learn than most.

I love to inspire so it's natural that I want to put my heart and soul into everything, everyone. But you just can't. People aren't bad. They just are not wired to do the same.. and then you are their girl with the golden hair.

People take. And they take. Because that is life. But pretty soon, the girl is left with nothing. and they wonder why so soon after, they too, feel so empty. It's not a coincidence.

People latch onto strenth. People latch on to money. People latch on to hope because so many people are looking for someone to 'save' them.

The girl with the golden hair.

Every man I have ever dated has tried to return to me at some point (even the married ones), every friend who has ever hurt me, every burnt bridge. Because when you are genuinely love and supported- given heart and soul, when it's so uncommon to recieve it, you soon realize life without the golden hair is not enough.

This is my battle. I want to stay open and always give my heart and soul (good and bad), because it's how I'm wired. But I know deep down inside you just can't live for people, they aren't wired that way.