Side Note: I was challenged to take 30 days and really "live" my life. I am
100% a workaholic and do not want/can't continue to travel down this path. This
is my 30 day challenge. Thanks for checking in on my journey....
DAY 10
Balance. I have to work. But the balance is the hard part. I haven't done my dishes in 3 days. I don't think this is what I was 'going for' with workaholics rehab. Do I lack balance? Ok. I am terrible at balance. I am a burn the candle. Not a both ends. Just burn it kind of gal. Because if I don't - I just go bylissfulllll lazy. B-lazy with massive anxiety. Dirty dishes. DDddiiirrtyyyy dishes. They are just freaking sitting there. Hanging out. I can relax. I can 'let go.' I can 'relax.' I can 'date.' I got this. I am basically sittying here laughing at this DAY10 post.
I am so lame.
Holy Gosh I need this woraholics rehab. I need a life...
Tomorrow is my birthday. I wish for balance.
Update: I did my dishes.
XXxxooXOOO,
RedLipstickGal
Saturday, October 20, 2012
DAY9. It's Personal AND It's Business.
Nothing personal. It's just business. Yeah fucking right.
"It's personal. And it's business." -My life, Actress/Diva.
I have an addiction for MSNBC 'Locked Up Raw.' The deadliest men on the planet who fear nothing. Men who live to fight. Life in prison- no chance of parol. Human emotion is insane. EACH and EVERY man has something that makes them feel EMBARASSED. It's personal. Teeth, noses, orphaned, grey hair... it's wild. Not afraid to die but bad teeth = mortifying.
It's ALWAYS Personal. I don't trust anyone who plays it too cool, has no secrets, and acts like everything is "always fine." Don't get me wrong, it's not about complaining. (Never complain, never explain.) It's about living. Truthfully.
I believe in sharing my triumps and tragedies because why not? I'm so blessed to be able to do what I do.
"Life is short. People that only think about their career 100% I think, we are lucky to do what we do- "shut it off." -Miley Cyrus
I am so appreciative of all the support I've recieved over my writing and acting throughout the years. Especially this 30 day workaholics challenge. I genuinely love inspiring. By my words. Actions.
That is my biggest reason to live for me - good and the bad. I love and live to inspire.
"It's personal. And it's business." -My life, Actress/Diva.
I have an addiction for MSNBC 'Locked Up Raw.' The deadliest men on the planet who fear nothing. Men who live to fight. Life in prison- no chance of parol. Human emotion is insane. EACH and EVERY man has something that makes them feel EMBARASSED. It's personal. Teeth, noses, orphaned, grey hair... it's wild. Not afraid to die but bad teeth = mortifying.
It's ALWAYS Personal. I don't trust anyone who plays it too cool, has no secrets, and acts like everything is "always fine." Don't get me wrong, it's not about complaining. (Never complain, never explain.) It's about living. Truthfully.
I believe in sharing my triumps and tragedies because why not? I'm so blessed to be able to do what I do.
"Life is short. People that only think about their career 100% I think, we are lucky to do what we do- "shut it off." -Miley Cyrus
I am so appreciative of all the support I've recieved over my writing and acting throughout the years. Especially this 30 day workaholics challenge. I genuinely love inspiring. By my words. Actions.
That is my biggest reason to live for me - good and the bad. I love and live to inspire.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
DAY8: BRING IT. OWN IT.
Side Note: I was challenged to take 30 days and really "live" my life. I am
100% a workaholic and do not wan't/can't continue to travel down this path. This
is my 30 day challenge. Thanks for checking in on my journey....
Oh sweet mary mother of god today was the little engine that could f-up every which way humanly possible and then break down on the side of the road in the hood... In a hilarious way.
I finally just said "eh, suck it- day", walked around Hollywood, and now I'm watching 'Chelsea Lately' for comedic inspiration. She is a freaking genius and I adore women who own it. Good. Bad. Own it.
I am an "own it" girl. I banter, make fun, but genuinely care about where I go in life.
Getting back to me = laughing more, living me, and just owning it EVEN more. I've lost a lot of "owning it" this past year by being so uber obsessed with work- so I'm getting back to my own it. Cause lordy the 0-Cher and workaholic 'own it' is always there. Not sorry.
TOP 5 'OWN IT' WOMEN
1. Chelsea Handler
2. CoCo (IceTea's wifey)
3. Lady Gaga
4. Oprah
5. Sandra Bullock
Oh sweet mary mother of god today was the little engine that could f-up every which way humanly possible and then break down on the side of the road in the hood... In a hilarious way.
I finally just said "eh, suck it- day", walked around Hollywood, and now I'm watching 'Chelsea Lately' for comedic inspiration. She is a freaking genius and I adore women who own it. Good. Bad. Own it.
I am an "own it" girl. I banter, make fun, but genuinely care about where I go in life.
Getting back to me = laughing more, living me, and just owning it EVEN more. I've lost a lot of "owning it" this past year by being so uber obsessed with work- so I'm getting back to my own it. Cause lordy the 0-Cher and workaholic 'own it' is always there. Not sorry.
TOP 5 'OWN IT' WOMEN
1. Chelsea Handler
2. CoCo (IceTea's wifey)
3. Lady Gaga
4. Oprah
5. Sandra Bullock
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
Day7... ShineOnWarriors.
72 degree - 11pm in October 17th. My big French windows are wide open (sorry i'm not sorry neighbors).
Humphrey and I are watching "Water for Elephants" with a little ol' glass of Syrah.
I LoveLoveLove Fall. It makes me sentimental and loving. It's Ohio.
Choosing 'me' on Day7: I have a wonderful life. I am living my dreams and it's ok to doubt myself sometimes. Whats even more apparaent is my 0-Cher 'Shine.'
(Oh for those of you who aren't regular Meg-lovahs... Yeah, I can diva with the best of em. Ha!)
I SHINE. And I'm not sorry.
Why not? Freaking be amazing. Shine. Be a glam. Be a godess. Be scared. Wear a 4 inch heels to Trader Joes.
Be ok to never look back.
It's ok to have haters. It's ok to let yourself SHINE.
I don't see the point with the way our economy, world, or even the incredible love that beats in my fellow warriors hearts to not do anything but shine.
Shine on my fellow warriors.
xOXOOOxo
RedLipstickGal
Humphrey and I are watching "Water for Elephants" with a little ol' glass of Syrah.
I LoveLoveLove Fall. It makes me sentimental and loving. It's Ohio.
Choosing 'me' on Day7: I have a wonderful life. I am living my dreams and it's ok to doubt myself sometimes. Whats even more apparaent is my 0-Cher 'Shine.'
(Oh for those of you who aren't regular Meg-lovahs... Yeah, I can diva with the best of em. Ha!)
I SHINE. And I'm not sorry.
Why not? Freaking be amazing. Shine. Be a glam. Be a godess. Be scared. Wear a 4 inch heels to Trader Joes.
Be ok to never look back.
It's ok to have haters. It's ok to let yourself SHINE.
I don't see the point with the way our economy, world, or even the incredible love that beats in my fellow warriors hearts to not do anything but shine.
Shine on my fellow warriors.
xOXOOOxo
RedLipstickGal
Tuesday, October 16, 2012
DAY6. Am I kidding myself?
Side Note: I was challenged to take 30 days and really "live" my life. I am 100% a workaholic and do not wan't/can't continue to travel down this path. This is my 30 day challenge. Thanks for checking in on my journey....
Living for 'me' means being able to look myself in the mirror and know I'm on my own path. I didn't sleep last night. All the old workaholic tricks started coming out. I'll just send some emails- i'll go through headshots- i'll watch tv- i'll shower- imdb-pro-i'll do anything but just admit that I'm completely sad-jealous-and totally out of order. And it's totally ok.
Reckognize not dwell.
It's not about him. It's about me. 4 years of hardwork, taking chances, and struggling paycheck to paycheck.
It's about fear. Impatience.
The fear controls how much I think i'm kidding myself. 4 years.
My heart knows I'm exactly where I am supposed to be. My heart knows I will be a mom. My heart knows I'm going to make it. My heart knows I am not 'just kidding myself.'
It keeps telling me to push past the fear. That i'm almost there, even though I am so scared that I am kidding myself.
This is the ultimate living for me.
...And it's only DAY6.
Living for 'me' means being able to look myself in the mirror and know I'm on my own path. I didn't sleep last night. All the old workaholic tricks started coming out. I'll just send some emails- i'll go through headshots- i'll watch tv- i'll shower- imdb-pro-i'll do anything but just admit that I'm completely sad-jealous-and totally out of order. And it's totally ok.
Reckognize not dwell.
It's not about him. It's about me. 4 years of hardwork, taking chances, and struggling paycheck to paycheck.
It's about fear. Impatience.
The fear controls how much I think i'm kidding myself. 4 years.
My heart knows I'm exactly where I am supposed to be. My heart knows I will be a mom. My heart knows I'm going to make it. My heart knows I am not 'just kidding myself.'
It keeps telling me to push past the fear. That i'm almost there, even though I am so scared that I am kidding myself.
This is the ultimate living for me.
...And it's only DAY6.
Monday, October 15, 2012
Workaholics Rehab ** SET BACK. DAY 5
Like an alcoholic- the universe is going to test your courage and faith. Are you
really trying to change? I drown myself in work. Especially when my
personal life takes a hit.
It took a hit.
Courage is recognizing that it's ok go be unsure when another is farther in their life than you.... Especially when that 'another' broke your heart.
It's not fair. (Yes. I'm a total child in this statement.)
But it's the living of 'anothers' dream when I'm paycheck to paycheck. Still.
Living for 'me' means having faith. REAL faith in my goals.
Sadness, uncertainty, faith... Top 3 feelings of today.
#Faith #FAITH #Faith.... just keep the faith.
It took a hit.
Courage is recognizing that it's ok go be unsure when another is farther in their life than you.... Especially when that 'another' broke your heart.
It's not fair. (Yes. I'm a total child in this statement.)
But it's the living of 'anothers' dream when I'm paycheck to paycheck. Still.
Living for 'me' means having faith. REAL faith in my goals.
Sadness, uncertainty, faith... Top 3 feelings of today.
#Faith #FAITH #Faith.... just keep the faith.
Be at PEACE. DAY 4
Today was a lot more "simple me" decision. Be at peace.
I was told last year by a wonderful casting director, whom I ADORE, that as you grow in your respected field it will bring out the best and worst in people around you. I never understood her statement fully until recentley. Some people I SWORE would be 'in my corner-' are not. On the bright side I have developed some amazing relationships I never saw coming. Supporters, connections, and genuine pals who BELIEVE I have what it takes. I am so blessed.
Letting myself be at HAPPINESS and PEACE over letting those I thought would be "on board" go has been a great move for me.
I couldn't be happier in my life and I am most deffinetely flying above all the drama and right to my goals.
I am thankful I've had some ball buster pals to make me stop to look around more at what a life I have. Triumps and tragedies - I am the RedLipstickGal through and through.
XXOoXO
RedLipstickGal
I was told last year by a wonderful casting director, whom I ADORE, that as you grow in your respected field it will bring out the best and worst in people around you. I never understood her statement fully until recentley. Some people I SWORE would be 'in my corner-' are not. On the bright side I have developed some amazing relationships I never saw coming. Supporters, connections, and genuine pals who BELIEVE I have what it takes. I am so blessed.
Letting myself be at HAPPINESS and PEACE over letting those I thought would be "on board" go has been a great move for me.
I couldn't be happier in my life and I am most deffinetely flying above all the drama and right to my goals.
I am thankful I've had some ball buster pals to make me stop to look around more at what a life I have. Triumps and tragedies - I am the RedLipstickGal through and through.
XXOoXO
RedLipstickGal
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