Day 13
"You can't see in others what you don't already have in
yourself."-TDL
This plays both ways. Haters and motivators. I have been
amazing at changing my thought process and excepting all that my 'non
workaholic' life is offering me.
A big part of the workaholics rehab is
discovering why I work beyond what is considered 'healthy.'
At day 13 I
can finally say why;
Work fills my voids.
The voids of:
- not
being a mom yet
- plain old loneliness
- control issues with $$$
(I
have to be a breadwinner)
Some people emotionally eat, drink, sleep
around, or don't sleep at all to fill voids. I work.
This is so fucking
hard to say out-loud... For everyone to see. But I love to inspire through my
own triumphs and tragedies. I think as an actress I owe the "openness."
XoxXOXoxo
RedLipstickGal
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